Through

You are bountiful in you love
And you will also come like a dove

Only You can set us free
We have to really want to be

You have helped me Through troubled times
And some may think only sometimes

But I know Through my experiences
It is He who loves us endlessly

I wept for one week, from deep down inside
It is like no matter, how much I tried, it wouldn’t subside

I cried to You and could not control
I felt as Though it must have been my soul

Then something broke, I’ve never felt
Like I had a different belt (armor)

Lord Jesus I do love you
There are many things You have brought me Through

I worship You and love You in every which way
I’m sorry sometimes I don’t read my Bible everyday

I’ve gotten better, I’m sure You see
That is why I can feel the work You are doing in me

Help me Through the troubled times

I went to see Joyce Meyers at Trinity
And bot did she help release something with in me

I’ve always wanted to speak in Tongues
I Prayed….she said Believe….and guess what……..
I received my Tongue

(Him) would say I’m faking it, that is why
I didn’t dare, I’ll play shy

Thank You Lord for waking my family and I up this morning, each and every morning. Thank You Jesus for getting us to and from our destinations. I love You Jesus. Friends say, how do you stay there, how do you cope It’s because I have Faith Hope and most of all You Jesus. I Pray that You continue working on (Him # 2) Lord. I know we don’t see anything happening now Lord, but i know You will answer our Prayers right on time. My Mom will be here next Tuesday 1/16/96 I Pray that her trip is safe and You will watch over her and all the people traveling that day and any day. Work in (Her # 2) Lord, help her to do better in her studies and chores. Help her to deal with (Him) attitude which sometimes he is right but then he’s too hard and goes overboard. Lord You see and know what I mean. Like on her birthday 1/7/96, she was washing dishes, the cake was don. I was waiting for her so I can sing Happy Birthday. (Him #3) wanted a piece of cake and said let me ask Mommy. He said what for He knew I wanted to sing Happy Birthday to her, but he didn’t care. Even she was going to come ask me, he said no you just stay here and wash those dishes. I was thinking…she shouldn’t have been washing the dishes on her Birthday. Lord I know she was thankful she was alive on her B-Day, but I think he shouldn’t have done that. Again I leave everything in your hands, I Pray for (Him# 3) too that he acts better in school and stays focused. I know it’s not easy for a 5 yr old to stay focused. I Pray that You help me to become a better person and help me to continue to share with people about You Jesus. I will never stop. Work on my whole family Lord Jesus. I bind any evil spirits that linger in this house and around us while we are not here in Jesus Name. On Jesus Name I Apply the Blood of Jesus upon everything around us. I ask in Jesus Name, I demand in Jesus Name….Amen

Linda Roker (c) 1/10/96

It Hurts

It hurts so much
But Jesus is the one I trust

He is doing something, though it seems
ever since Monday, I feel as though I’m about to scream

I have been weeping and I’m also seeking

I have to learn not to look back
But sometimes I slip through the crack

I have problems and so does he
But he handles everything so perfectly(Him)

I hurt so much
But Jesus is the one I trust

I wish things could be different
But they aren’t and sometimes I need to vent

My friends ” are my boss” (Him)
But Not true, I’m at a loss

I want my son (him #2) to straighten up
But he has to help himself get picked up

I don’t have anything further to say……
Except the only and best thing I can do is Pray, Pray, Pray

God is doing something within me
But with (Him) sometimes Mostly I don’t feel free

God I leave it all in your hands and ask you to watch over my family and me

I Apply, i Apply the Blood of Jesus on all of my problems and family.
I Love You Jesus and in You Only I will Trust

Linda Roker (c)11/11/95

Night Before Last

Had a dream night before last.

Was in the forest near a picnic table and a lion was also nearby.

A protector of sorts.

was it a message for me, as someone I know is at their bottoms end.

I want the Lord to Reach Down and lift them up to Him.

I Pray that she changes the ways of her Belief.

Today is their 37th Birthday.

Lord I Thank you for Keeping them in all the ways You Have.

I am sure there are places they have been that I don’t know of.

Lord I Thank You.

(c) 1/7/18 @ 1243

Dream Last Night

Sitting in the floor, counting money

Then in comes M.J. to console me regarding my Nieces.

In the grocery store shopping, thinking of my Nieces that were killed.

I think I spoke of it out loud.

A person that pinched me to console me, so I thought in the dream.

I asked him not to clamp down on me like that, because you know a woman knows how to clamp.

Where I was going with that, I really don’t know.

But my mind can go to the gutter.

Not sure if I was going there or not.

Console, clamp & gutter.

What does it all mean?

(c) LRoker 1/17/18 @ 1250

My Baby

Daily writing prompt
Describe one of your favorite moments.

I would have to say one of my favorite moments was being able to see my youngest son get married to the love of his life. I always thought that it would be one of my other two getting married first. He was the first to purchase a house out of his siblings. We’re so very proud of him and the young man that he has become with his wife, two furry Grand-dogs, one feathered Grand-bird and one warm blooded Grand-bearded dragon. Waiting to see when the next addition will be…..

The Shift

As I drove into work today, I feel as though a shift has occurred in my walk with Christ.

A shift to the positive I say,

I Thank you

What I see looks different as I drive.

Almost feeling as though I have transferred into a different Realm.

A Realm of closeness to my Father via Jesus, that I have never felt.

I welcome this Shift, I don’t feel adrift.

(c) L.Roker; 11/7/2018 @ 0915

I Know

Lord Jesus, here I write again
Longing to understand where she is within

She told me that she doesn't believe
But why Lord, why did she leave?

She knows there is a God, and also there is a Son
Does she think that where she is now there is more fun?

I Love my Daughter
I wish that she would not alter

I will Pray for her Constantly
In Hope that one day she will again See

It must be that guy
That caused her to stray

But I really don't know if she was Real
Her feeling for Christ. or was it just a feel?

She gave her life at the age of 12, so I thought
Or was that just one of the devils plots

To make me think and be Happy
That my Daughter was now able to See

Now she is blind
And once again, left behind

I know one day if it's not too late
That she can make it into that Heavenly gate

But I know I'm still Blessed
Because she's not dead like some of the rest

Yes dead in spirit, but alive in breath
And with her breath, I know that I'm Still Blessed


                          (C)L.Roker 7/28/01@1000

The Stone

You know, I don’t remember reading in the Word

About an egg, candy, new clothes, a rabbit, or a yellow chick-a-dee bird

No Easter egg hunt, no bonnets to wear

Show me in the Word…..Just show me where

Now remember ” He is Risen ” that is what I read

If He hadn’t, I know I would have been dead.

Always remember the Book of Life

Jesus is the Reason The Stone was rolled Twice

(C)L. Roker 4/20/00 @ 0235

This Is

Thank-you, Thank-you

It could have only been You

He went in, and then came out

This is the reason why I SHOUT

Hallelujah, Hallelujah, He did it indeed

Jesus, Arose for you and me

So this is the reason for the season

That His Mother Mary was grieving

Lord Jesus, I cannot begin

To Thank-you enough, for dying for my sins

(C) L.Roker 4/20/2000 @ 0230

Trigger

Afternoon for the first time.  

I decided I would like a friend’s post on Facebook……and I got taken to this site.  So I will use this as a sign to help me get used to blogging.  I have never done such a thing.  I always write my thoughts on paper.

Thanks to a mutual Facebook friend…..via a friend from back in the day…..I  was led to this way.

I hope my friend Jackie reads this, and I hope our mutual friend reads this too.

This is a journey that I hope I can keep up.  With all the busyness in life…..I hope I can continue this Blog/Journey.

May God Continually Guide my fingers & pen.  I will always Give God Praise and Thanks for all He Allows in my life & Not Allow in my life.

Have a Blessed one

LCR(c)11/16/2017